I was really worried when I found out that I was going to be back home for spring break. My whole family knows, except for my dad.
I am really open up at college, and I am mostly used to the idea of being out to the whole world, but telling my dad is a different picture.
We are really close (daddy's little girl forever) but he works a lot and I don't have that extreemly close relationship like I have with my mother and sisters.
Now that I am here, he is SO busy, I really haven't felt that great akward holding-something-back feeling that I had before I told mom. He is too busy to notice.
I really didn't think it would be this easy to get back in the closet.
The one thing that reallly sucks is that I have this wonderful pin that says QUEER and my mom made me take it off before coming home. I know this isn't about me being Q, it's about him not being ready to hear it. He is GLBT super-friendly, but he isn't ready to hear any shocking news right now.
I want a purple yarn bracelet. That way I can be out and he wouldn't have to know.