Ok, first, I love the new updating formatttt.
Can you tell I haven't updated in a while?
:)

I'm so...BLAH.
I'm going to see a psychiatrist for the first time tomorrow
which is scary.
I don't know...
it's a guy, an older guy at that.
If I don't like him or w/e, he said he'd refer me to a chick...
we'll see.

Meanwhile, everything else is a mess.
My ex & I are friends again
which would be good
if it didn't make my crush flip out.
I'm supposed to go hang out with my ex tomorrow
and my crush was telling me that she doesn't want to know
"when we get back together" or "when we have sex."
And so I decide I'm going to blow off my ex & hang out w/ my crush instead
but my crush is like,
"No, no, go hang out with her. I'll do something else instead. Blah blah blah."
And THEN she tells me that if I'm not going to hang out w/ my ex
then she will!!!!!!!!

So frustrated.