Well, it does. yesterday was the first day of spring. today, it smelled like spring. it made me really happy. and the sky was pretty and cloudy. i took my guitar out, strummed a bit (even though ive come to terms with my not being able to write lyrics), then it started to drizzle, and i put chordy (my guitar ^^) back so she wouldnt get wet, and just stared at the sky, closed my eyes, listened to the fountain........ it was good to be outside. i miss being outside. i miss chess (played w/ alice today, and cole, who's surprisingly good) outside @ the tables, i miss guitar outside, i miss soccer (arg, i get NO exercise. havent even replaced the soccer ball i lost at my last game in, like, november...)

okay, so, today... i gave some change to a homeless guy....... and he kissed me on the nose. i mean, wtf? it was a little creepy.......