There are some things I've been wanting to talk about just for the heck of it. Apparently, I like to ramble on, even in comments (sorry). So, here's what I've been keeping in:
1.) Period: the monthly visitor
Yeah, every girl has it.....or not. I've had my period ONCE, then it never came back. That was a year and a half ago. Maybe that's why I'm angered for being told to do things because I'm a girl, when the thing that makes me a girl doesn't really exist. I can't bear children, so I'm just a human that is basically useless because the main purpose of everyone (scientifically) is mainly to pass on our genes. I'm not sad that I don't have my period; I actually feel lucky. Maybe the absence of my period makes me feel more masculine?
I got a hamster! My mom is convinced he's a rat through. Oh well, he's small and cute, and I like him :D
Tickets are now being sold, and I've decided I'm not going. I wouldn't dare go alone because I basically don't have friends at school, and my chance to get a date has been terminated. Sucks. Oh well.
I've had the need to feel close to God, but I'm reluctant. Like, what if there is a heaven, and I'm stuck in hell for not believing in God? I want to believe to be saved, but isn't that shallow? Just kinda like, "Hey God, I'm going to worship you and pray to you for the mere sake of saving my ass. " and I won't be saved anyway because I'm not really believing and worshiping. I'll just be putting a raft on my boat just in case i need it....if that makes sense.
Students/acquaintances asked me to help them start the school GSA. I talked to the counselor and she wants me to organize it, since I am older and better at presenting facts and such. Can you say pressure? Well, lazy ass me has been putting it off, so now I have a month and a half to convince our principal and school to let us have a GSA. Oh, gosh, I hope I don't screw this up.
6.) DAY OF SILENCE!
I'm so excited about it! This will be my first year participating (if I'm allowed). I'm gonna have to go to the counselor and talk to her about it to see if I can talk to the principal to get it approved. I've been doing research and I'm getting ready to write my presentation. Oh, I hope it works!
That is all