All these painful memories that I was forced to remember came back to me yesterday... I thought I'd be able to forget what he told me that night. I honestly thought I wouldn't have to deal with it...but now I don't know what to do...I think I'm having an anxiety attack or something...I left my blade at home...Dammit.

There isn't much else to say, and I don't have much time before classes start this morning, so I'll see ya laterz..

~Randi