So i went to the School Dance with my best freind Katlyn, Niki, and jake. I started to see bordem all over the place. I always feel out of place cuz i know their is 1 bi boy named Tj he always goes and once and awile a gay boy named Seth. But last night i found a kid named Jamie. He is the same age as me (im probley a bit older since i turn 17 in June).

I know all this cuz my freind jessica heard me talking to another freind Heather and went and asked him everything. We were suspecting him cuz the way he was acting with the other guys in his group. I remember saying to Heather dam hes fine wouldnt that be a thrill if he was gay. Jessica came back and gave me the scoop on weres he from. And he has a boyfreind. His boyfreind is very protective. They wanted to know who was asking about him. So what do i do? I hide. I was scared. Ive never been so scared in my life, my accident was less scary then that.

The more i think i was stalking him last night. He was like.....
Like he cast a spell on me and i fell for it so fast =0! I later found out that The Neguanne School District which is near me has more then i thought. I thought i was alone up here in Northern Michigan. Im not and im so happy.

I wish i would of went up talked to him. I go in for surgery on my adnoids and tonsels soon. And im always got a plugged nose. Im not the skinnest either. I mean at the beging of 10th grade i was 273 pounds im down to 241, i plan to keep losing with any method it takes. I would of went up and talked to him but i was to self conciouses -.-