So I did it. I left home. I'm with one of my friends. Nobody is home at my house yet. They don't even know that I'm gone yet. I still have time to change my mind. Yet I know I won't. But I'm scared. I have this knot in my stumach just like the time when I was in 7th grade and CPS took me to foster care. I'm almost excited, but too scared to be excited. I'll ya'll updated.