I'm going through and finding old poems, I wrote this one about 2 years ago, It's pretty interesting, so I thought I'd share it.

Your watching,
Your thinking,
Of me,
I know you are,
Don’t lie.

Your lying,
I know you are,
Tell them the truth.

Tell them about my wrists,
You saw them,
You kissed them.

You kissed the wounds,
To make them better,
Now make me better,
Tell them.

You won’t,
You won’t tell them,
You’re saving me,
You don’t want me gone.

You know I don’t want to be told on,
You know I want to stand by your side,
To never let go.

I’m here,
I’m not letting go,
Stop screaming,
I’ll take care of you.

Your caring for me,
Why?
It’s supposed to be the other way around,
Your crying,
Let me up,
Let go of my wrist.

They aren’t deep I swear,
I promise,
Let go,
Stop kissing my wrist,
The aren’t cleaned yet.

You know why I didn’t,
You understand why
I didn’t clean them,
You’re staring at me,
Don’t search my eyes,
There’s nothing but lies.

Don’t search me,
Out of my pockets,
The blade is gone.

You’re leaving,
I know you are,
Stop please,
I need you,
I’m sorry,
I didn’t mean it,
Help me please.

I’ll take your help this time,
I promise I will,
I won’t push you away,
Or set your limits off,
Please, I need you.

I need you bad,
Look at me,
See my eyes,
See my tears,
See my fears.

My fears,
You’re leaving,
You’re not coming back.

I’m gone forever now,
I’m sorry
I didn’t think you’d come back,
I’m dead now.

I’m watching-you,
I’m thinking-of you,
From where I am,
I’m watching a silent tear,
Run down your face,
As one runs down mine,
Damn.

Damn,
I want you back,
I’m sorry I upset you,
I didn’t mean to,
I didn’t think you’d be back.

If I’d known you’d come back,
I wouldn’t have ended it,
I would have stayed,
I can’t live without you,
I love you so much,
I guess you know that now,
Except that its too late,
Damn.