So we are entering my FAVORITE time of year...aka valentine's week...the week when the entire world completely revolves around happy, heterosexual couples and the heterosexist world we live in...And as usual, it is hella depressing because love is an emotion I don't really know and personally, I don't think I will ever know...

Also, this week has been weird at school...my grades are dropping, my friends aren't hanging out w/ me as much and this kid jimmy, who I don't even know and who sure as hell doesn't know me-we only had one class for one quarter-he went and told this kid john that I know that I was gay and that I cheated him on a test in that class or some shit like that and I never did a damn thing to him to get him to hate me or anything liek that...it's gotta be the work of emery, this other kid who's known me forever, and who has always told people I was gay...the fucker.

Anyway, i have been really annoyed lately and depressed and shit, and kids like the kid who told john I was gay when he only knew me for a quarter semester have been pissing me off...he knows literally nothing of my mental health issues and the shit I have lived through, so fuck him...asshole...

other than that, senior year is going fine...not. anyways, just thought I'd rant a little.