I slept over my friend's house, on Friday night with another friend. So we're just talking and doing normal stuff, and we got on to the subject of the person who my friend used to like. I don't know who it was by the way, but the other friend that was there does know. So I tell my friend (who I happen to like a lot...) that it's fine, and she doesn't have to tell me anything.
So blah blah blah later, we're kinda bored lying around in the dark, and start playing truth or dare. Eventually we get to the girl I like and she says truth, but I can't think of a good question, and neither can my other friend. So the friend I like decides that she'll tell me who she used to like, and is saying things like, "I'm not ashamed...just...I don't know..." She asks the other friend to tell me, since she knows, and she's the only one that's been told. The other friend is saying some stuff and says:
"Well...she's bi______" She says it in a way where I'm supposed to complete the rest of her sentance. I started pacing about the room. I know that she had meant for me to say bisexual, but for some reason I was just getting nervous and all weird. The friend who I guess is bi asks me if I'm all right, and I tell her that if she's not comfortable saying whatever it is herself, than she's not ready to tell me anything. That was the end of that topic.
In the morning, the other friend leaves, and I'm left with the girl I like. At that point I'm just really...kinda sad and angry for some reason. I tell her that I'm not going to talk to her for 3 days because she's unhealthy, and it's for my own good. Yeah, I kinda talk weird when I'm ...being weird. She's all confused, and I just leave. Today I decided that was completely stupid of me to do because I'm not angry at her, so not being around her isn't going to fix anything.
Now I'm just kinda..not confused, but something like that. I don't know what to do. I want to here what she had to say from her own mouth, but if I try to bring it up she'll feel pressured to tell me something, and I don't want to push her into saying something she doesn't really want to tell me. I'm kinda hoping that she might bring it up on her own, but I really doubt that she will. Part of me just wants her to be straight. That way I don't have to get my hopes up about anything, and she can just be a dead end. It seems so much easier that way.