So I stayed at my brother's this week and I was messing around on his computer.I forgot to log out of my youtube account when I was getting off the computer to watch tv.I have loads of fan videos with music and stuff for shows like the L word,and South of Nowhwere saved to my favourites,and he just clicked into my account to see if I had anything good on it.

He clicked onto an episode of the L word set to music.He didn't realise what it was he thought he was just going to watch a normal music video of a band.I noticed what he had clicked onto and I jumped up and was like NO!! don't watch that,get out of my account,and he was like whats wrong with you?So of course my outburst of panic made him curious to see what it was.I wouldn't tell him but later oin he m ust have found it again himself.Because the next day he was joking saying hey let me log into your account.Then he says to me are you afraid I'll see the video of the girls kissing you have on there?So I just said yeah,and he started laughing and made a joke of it and moved on. I was real surprised he didn't embarass me or make a big thing of it.So I'm sort of thinking he knows I'm gay.I probably should of just said it there and then but I just couldn't!I dunno it was weird...I think he maybe has an idea now.Or maybe he has already guessed so he wasn't that surprised.

I did the same thing before with my bro in law except i'm not 100% sure that he actually saw anything coz he never mentioned it.I really freaked out that time but with my brother I was sort of paniced at first but when he didn't really care I was just thinking umm this is weird.Anyways this was kind long and waffley but I just thought i'd share.