i went to my church youth camp and this girl treat me so nice but we've been friends for a few years but didn't chat a lot...
so, she loves to hug people and when she hugs me i turn on...
but she don't know that i'm actually gay
i came back and saw her website, she put that she's a fukin playgirl
and i ask her why not fukin playgirl with me...i guess she got shock and freak and didn't reply me....
sigh... she's 100% straight... she's got so many ex boyfriends...
i dream of her everynight i can....
sigh.................