My dad is being his usuall dick self and not letting me see my girlfriend...The stupid bastard...And he doesn't even know she's my girlfriend...Which amuses me to no end usually, but right now, it just makes me sad...We just had 6 days of snow so I hadn't seen her in a very long time until we had school again on Thursday...And yesterday, she left early, so I left early and went home and crashed. She keeps calling late at night and keeping me up until ungodly hours of the morning...So when I have to get up...it feels like my eyelids are glued down...not a fun moment. We had sunshine today...I'm a seasonally depressed person...well, clinically, but it's worse in the winter and the sun makes me happy...except right now, I feel like cutting. But I won't because of Trish. Parents are just so stupid sometimes. My gf and I want to skip this stupid teenager crap and be adults all ready. Trish and I are ready for real life...So I kinda hafta go to a chick doctor...ya know...the gyno thing...Cept I've never been and that makes me kinda nervous. My mother is supposed to take me...and as far as she knows...Trish and I are not...doing it...We know otherwise:) But it should be a good thing in the end...We'd be doing the baby thing, except we know we need to finish school. And I know we're only 16, but I don't really care. I want this and so does she...
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Amy