So i have this freind. I know hes toatley strait. But i have feelings for him and he knows it. Im worried because if he gets annoyed i might loose him as a freind. I mean hes one of the very few guys that know that acctualy hangs out and remained a freind. If he did that will he remain a freind. Its hard cuz theirs not enough gay ppl.

Its just so depresing. I mean i have a pretty tight group of freinds. Tonia, Katelyn, rodney, jake, bob, niki, mellisa, and blake. But even when i walk threw my halls i see ppl just look at me. I know everyone just about knows now because of Fisher. (kid from school) Its like all the guys think cuz im gay that i want to fuck them all if i look at their ass. I mean like omg gay kid checking me out. THey should be taking it as a complement that i think their hot.