sigh...yup...well let me see...happened?:

1) i woke up late 'cause i went fishing last night and didn't get home until 3...woke up at 6:30 but ended up falling back asleep and waking up at 7:30 which almost ALMOST made me late to class...

2) this girl, Caitlin, gave me a present for christmas and i know that she still likes me...so it's a lil weird...but i ended up opening it 'cause certain people were noisy and wanted to know what she got me...she got me what i wanted (well i told everyone to get me this lol) SOCKS!! && a necklace with a flower pendant...OMG...yup...when i saw it i was like...OH MAN she still likes me 'cause she asked me out before but i turned her down 'cause i don't feel anything towards her and she's a friend...which is SOOOOO off limits in my book even if i did like her...which i don't. it's sad though 'cause one of my friends that she hangs out with called me up after school and asked me what i would do if caitlin asked me out again...and i told her the truth...sad...

and last but not least...

3) okie this was yesterday but it continued onto today...well she called me up yesterday and tried to see when she could pick up the money for the bill and so we talked about that and then she asked about school and such...then she asked about this girl that goes to my school...who is in my class and catches my bus lol...but anyways she was like "oh she moved yeah?" i was like "no she's in my class she still goes to school" then she went on saying someone told her that she moved to florida (she went for vacation) and stuff...i figured that she was talking about her new chik and i guess the girl in my class likes the girl my ex is seeing and the girl told her that the girl in my class moved and stuff..so yeah. while i was hearing this...i didn't want to hear it 'cause it still hurts it FUCKING HURTS really bad 'cause in 2 days, the 20th, we were supposed to make 4 months...FUCK IT...ugh...but yeah.
today she texted me asking about when the girl came back and blah blah blah...shiit...then she called 'cause she was close by and was gonna pick up the money but i was still in school, i had to stay for tutorials...she said she's gonna pick it up later...whatever...

UGH...i'm fucking stressed...i'm tired 'cause of my lack of sleep, working a lot (don't really mind, but it's taking its toll on my body), school & exams....UUUUUUGUUGUGGHGHGGHGHGHGHHHHH...sigh...i'm gonna go take a nap and relax...so thanx to whoever reads this...and yeah...it's a rant & vent journal...sorrie...i have no life...all i do is complain... :(