With a little bit of past history thrown in the mix.

So today I went and saw one of my friends who I haven’t seen in about a month because of my job (I work full time at a Feed and tack store). First thing I did was tell her I'm a lesbian. She cooed at me, said how cute, and hugged me. Not the reaction I expected at the time but now that I think about it she probably wasn't surprised. For the year we've know each other I've never had a crush on a boy. Also while going through months of crushing on one of our friends (who is bi and I will call S.) I cried on her shoulder many of times. It wasn't that I liked S. that bothered me , it was how she kept running me in circles and took advantage of how strong my crush was. Basically she would hold hands with me, cuddle, and kiss, say she didn't want a relationship then repeat all over again for three months until one day her ex boyfriend came back into the picture, they got back together and I was finally told she had never liked me that way. Needless to we don't talk anymore.

I had to take the CAHSEE math exam. Which I think is pointless and if I don't pass it soon I won't be able to graduate or something like that. I think I just won't get my diploma but I'm not sure. This is the sixth time I've taken it. Math is an alien language to me, I know words and art and language not math. First time taking the English portion I passed with a high score so I don't have to worry about that thankfully.

Magazine wallpaper all the old stuff has been taken down and tomorrow I'll tape up my new ads. Their all from Vogue, and all of girls. I'm hoping my mum doesn't think anything of it because she has in past conversations expressed how horrid it would be if one of her children turned out to be gay. I hope over time she'll change her mind because I love her and don't want to make her life worse. Not that it is bad, I just couldn't think of another word. I'm rather tired actually so I guess I am off to bed. I have to work early, so I have to get up early enough to water the horses and catch a ride with my mum to work.

Night. =]

post script:
I caught this movie near the end but I liked it. I was a little jealous because the main character got the girl and I want a girlfriend something fierce.
Its called D.E.B.S
Anyone else seen it?