I took my old crush to my old town to visit my other best friend. And it was just as great as the weekend they met. We were there for pretty much the entire day. and at the end, while we were watching Gothica, I kissed her. I didn't mean to, and honestly, my first thought was, "I thought I was asking Laura out this week..." Guess that won't happen, my feelings for Caitlyn have resurfaced. Damn. At least she admitted she might be bi. I've known all along, I thought it was just me hoping she was, but I guess in reality I knew. And now, she's starting to come out. It's kind of cute actually, I remember going through that phase. Blushing as you admit to your clsoe friends, that you might not be straight...

Anyway. She's not at school today. Shame. I want to see her. I want to talk to her. I mean, she's still with that guy I haven't met. And though I've never met him, I just want him gone... But hey, as long as she's happy, that's all I care about. I keep hoping she'll pull a Holland Jaeger and break up with him for me, but that probably won't happen. This is real life, not an award-winning novel. I guess I'll still have to wait a bit longer to find out what happens. I told myself to stop waiting for her to figure it out, but now that we shared that first, second, third, mayber fourth kiss -- I can't remember exactly -- I want to wait. There's always that chance we'll be together...

I've been thinking all morning though; remember the taste of those sweet lips. Best kiss I'd ever had, I didn't have to fake.