i am so frustrated....

i have been waiting to come out to my dad for about 6 months now... my mom has continued to warn me agaisnt it, saying she believes he might cut off all college funding ect when he figures out... i know my father and i know he won't do that... i am spending next monday with him and he is taking me out to dinner.... i was all ready to tell him.. i knew exactly what i was going to say.... how i was going to say it, how i was going to tell him about my ex, i was so ready to get it all out there.... and then my mom decides (without asking me) that my sister is coming to dinner as well... oh no problem mom she can come... ummm, how about not...

to her defense, she has no idea i am going to tell my dad but still, you would think she could have the common respect to ask me if it was okay that my sister came as well....

gosh! she has no respect sometimes... its so frustrating that she thinks whatever she says is okay... she doesn't ask, she demands... the good thing is there is only 8 months unitl preseason for college! YAY! and then i will be out of here for good!!!

good night everyone....