FUCK FUCK FUCK...damn...well as i told everyone that i was gonna study last night...well i DID study...like 2 pages and then i like...KNOCKED THE HELL OUT lol...woke up lying sideways on my bed with my books all over the place...shiit...then this morning i didn't even feel like opening the books, so i didn't and thought that i'd just wing it...OHMY was i stupid...'cause my teacher corrected it and i checked what i got online before i went to work and guess what i got?/?...a FUCKING 40/100!!...i FAILED my MIDTERM :(...when i saw what i got...i swear i couldn't breather...shiit...i at least wanted a C but no i got an F...he said he's going to curve the exam when all his classes takes it...but shiit even with the curve my grade wouldn't change...sigh...i'm stupid FUCK...

now i gotta really study for my other 3 exams next week....blah...well yeah i needed to vent...well...i'm probably going to sleep cause i work in the morning...so laters peoples...love yas ...