I got in another fight with my mom over the phone. She refuses to move back up here. But she keeps trying to move me down there. She claims she tried to find a place closer than FLORIDA but she hasn't. She really hasn't. If she really tried then she'd have found a place. She dosen't actualy talk to me, she gets her parents, my grandparents to answer for her... And I just...

But she lied to me. We had gone down to Florida before, but we came back. And she said to me, that if she left again, she wouldn't go all the way back to Florida. And that's not the only thing she lied about.

And I just... I want to grow up with my sister. She's my sister you know? I want my mom to move somewheres sinifigantly closer. But she refuses, and she dosen't even have a good exucse.

And I can't even talk to her about it, because every time I try she blows up.

I love her, and I love my sister. And my sister wants to be able to see me, and dad, and mom. And I do too. But I guess what WE need dosen't matter to her.

And she just... I don't know anymore...

Sorry, Christmas isn't going to well for me I guess. Even though I don't celebrate it in the first place. Heh.

I'm going to keep trying to convince my mom to move up here. And I'll tell my sister to too, if she wants. Mabye she'll listen if we both tell her.

Sorry, I'm venting... I'll stop.... I'm going to try to calm down and talk to her... And I'm also going to talk to my grandparents, because they're a lot of the problem too. They're convinced that my dad is evil, and New England is evil, and if we had any brains we'd all move down to Florida. I don't care if that's what THEY think, but they should stop telling my mom that. And Mom should stop listening to them and think for herself for once.

Sorry... Again... I'll really stop now...

~Riku