My health is going out as well.. Some doctors are nice enough to tell me my god-brother may out live me.. Right now my god-brother, He's dying from AIDS and he's more worried about me.. My Diagnosis......I have a deteriating nerve disorder, that slowly eats at my spinal cord.. My kidneys are having trouble and now are being watched.. my seizures are worse and more intense, the meds they give me are messed up and ive had quite a bit of my hair fall out..(thats when I started to get scared)..>.<... I wake up sick and get sick throughout the day.. I have to give myself shots sometimes to drain the fluid off my lungs or I gotta run to the hospital.. when I was born I was given 10 years....I am now 21 almost *22*, I've been OPD over 6 times and hold a 15 min record of being totally flatline.. heart, BP and brain activity and for no medical reason i started to live again.. I had four ribs smashed that had to be removed when i was 7 when I was attacked at school.. My muscles in my right side of my face dont work like they used to and for no reason at all my legs stop working... In my life growing up I have been shot over 4 times, stabbed 7 times, and have people hurt me very badly cuz I am not like them.. But, dont ever let your pain make you think that there isn't people going though the same thing or worse....Even I don't, I'm Just scared.. So much stress and I just dunno how to deal..