I told myself a few weeks ago that I would tell my sister that I'm bi. She's a few years older than me, and we can usually talk about personal stuff and keep our parents out of it. I've really wanted her to know because I've wanted someone in my family to know, and to have someone to talk to. I wrote a letter but couldn't send it. We've hung out several times these past couple of weeks, but I just don't know how to get on the topic. I'm starting to realize how scary all of this is.
I'm also scared of my girlfriend getting mad at me. She acts pissed about any of my friends knowing, even though anyone at school could probably guess that we're together. She doesn't like much of my family, and she doesn't want to come out for a long while, if ever.
I really want to be able to tell my sister, but I feel that if I tell her she'll pretty much know that we're together. I'm trying to do this without denying myself the right to tell her while respecting my girlfriend.
I'm just really scared right now. I might try to send the letter again tonight.