Hi, everyone. So I just spent the entire day at Seattle University participating in this leadership day in order to remain in the competition for one of the 9 full ride scholarships the school offers. Suprisingly it was one of the most fun experiences I've had in a very long while. I met tons of new people from numerous states, got to listen to numerous presentations, and got to further tour the campus. I got to see more of the dorms, tour the science building, and go into the chapel. But what this all did for me in the end...was made me fall further in love with SU. AND THAT'S A BAD THING!!! That's because I really don't think I'm going to be one of those still in the running for this award. I don't really think I'm the best candidate for it. I mean sure I have decent enough grades and SAT scores, and it's true I do quite a bit of volunteer work. But I don't think my essays were very good, and who knows how my letters of recommendation were (though since I love all the people who wrote them, I know they all did a great job). I really hope that I'll get a break in life and get this scholarship, but I fear it's not to be. I think my friend Nina will though... Because she's just amazing like that. Yeah so I just wanted to get all these fears out of my mind, and it's not like anyone reads this anyways!