so on the 19 of november my friend Sydney was killed in a car accident. : (

it was around 11 o'clock at night, Sydneys unlicensed boyfriend was drag racing on 1 of the main streets where i live, sydney was on the passenger side and her good friend clara was in the backseat on the passenger side. Sydneys boyfriend almost hit a truck that wasn't racing with them so he swerved and hit a tree instead! the car split into 3 parts, Sydney went flying out of the windshield and was instantly killed. Clara broke her pelvis and now her legs are paralized for the rest of her life and she just woke up from her coma. Sydneys boyfriend got a broken leg, but is now back at school.

i went to Sydneys funeral the day before thanksgiving. It was the first funeral iv'e ever been to. Alot of family and friends were there and it was a sad, but sweet cerimony. i cried alot along with some of the ppl i went to school with and i didn't think about it to much for the remainder of that week. Then i went back to school and ppl kept talking about it for a couple of days and now i can't stop thinking about it, and i can't stop thinking about all of the things me and her used to do together and im angry and am a little depressed and it sux. i miss her soooo much.

we always had eachothers backs and then BOOM shes gone because of a bad decision! i just want to stop thinking about it and i can't, and it hurts. and i feel so sorry for her family, but they're in my prayer, that pretty much all i can do.

:(