Hmm Chtistmas has sucked I must say. I'm not sure if its my own fault that it sucked so much...but to be honest I couldn't even pretend that I was happy. The whole build up to it was great. Christmas eve was fun, even this morning when I got up I was all happy and excited, I think its when we opened our pressies things went downhill. Now I know that its the thought that counts.....but how much thought goes into buying someone socks? Yes I said socks, my parents bought me socks for Christmas and a cd I already own. Not only that but they thought I would be excited about them. I didn't even want anthing huge, they asked me what I wanted and I told them the name of an album I really wanted and they told me yesterday that they had gotten it, but obviously not. I was so crushed. They got my sister a cool present and when I opened mine she was like"socks" what did you do wrong this year?? I tried to brush the whole thing off but the more teasing that was done the more introverted and quiet I became, and basicallythe more down I felt.
Then my sister opened the card that my parents wrote to her and her boyfriend and I was taking a look at it, and my mam says now I couldn't get you one like that because you don't have a partner. It just made me want to cry! I probably sound like a whingy spoilt brat here, but I just felt hurt. I'm not sure if I got such a dodgy present because of lack of thought on my parents behalf or because they know so little about me that it seemed like a good idea. Either way i'm finding it a bit depressing.
Then it seemed like national gay bashing day at my house. So many things seemed to come back to a homophobic joke....then my sister kept asking me about one of my friends she thinks is gay (I think she is too) and it was annoying me. I was just thinking who gives a fuck its none of your business!!
Ok I'm going to finish this entry on a positive note though. My Christmas clothes rocked. I got cool baggy jeans, a pair of converse, a sort of tight top with a blue/green design....and wait for it... a tie to match the top.Ok so I've given a poor description but I really loved it.Especially the tie because I really like wearing them from time to time. Anyways i'm done venting. Goodnight and I hope no one else got socks.