i dont get it a try so hard to get along buts like shes pushing me away , it hurst do bad. It seems as though since my dad died she has not been inj one good mood. I know this is false but its how it feels. SHe hangs with my brother 24/7 and the only time we ever talk is when we argue. I try not to argue with and i tell what wee arguing about is pointless and lets drop it , and then she'l say something like your just doing this to caus you already said all that you want to
she says some REALLY hurtfull shit to me and if i say something like , i wish i was 18 so i could leave she flips, i dont get i didnt think she wanted me there well at least in that moment it ruins my day and i feel really really bad caus im always complining to my friend about it sometimes i feel like i cant go on
its weird it s like a cylce really good for a week and then horrible for the next 3-4 weeks , i try tro talk to her bout it but whenevre i do it just gets worse .
the only thing that ive told that actually changed anything(only for a couple hours) was i confessed i was eating to see if she cared and to try to get sick so that she'd have to be nice to me she's not mean she just doesnt get me ,
god i ned to escape .