sigh. yeah love sucks. god my ex came by my working place yesterday to pick up the money for the cell phone bill and i was thinking that she was just gonna get the money and go...but no she stuck around to talk to me. gosh doesn't she know how much it hurts being so close to her, i just wanted to cry...what made it worse was when she started talking about the girl that she's with...sigh hurt so much. idk what to do anymore...my other ex wants to try again but whenever i talk to her...i feel nothing...i told her we can hang out and see where it goes but damn she already thinks we're going out and honestly i don't see myself with her...there's only one person my heart wants and aches for but i know that it won't happen. i know that i just need to move on...its just gonna take time, but i just want to give up already on love and all that...