its been a while, im not going to say i've been busy with school
because i haven't or how im doing overtime for a job i don't have
im typing and trying to organize my thoughts at the same time hmm :
my parents are divorcing which is always better said than done or should i say
my mom is divorcing my dad, and i would tell you more but
that would ruin the plot for the soap i wrote.
and for the past couple months i've actually thought of suicide (nothing to be proud of)
i wouldn't say the divorce caused it but its been a major factor
i found myself an angel and we went out for a couple months before i realized
that i wasn't as into the relationship as much as her so i ended it. yepp im a jerk
its my senior year (yeah my mom couldn't have picked a better time) because of my
retardedness my first 3 years of highschool, im left to hustle for credits that i need to
get to walk -graduate- be successful atlife.
I've been chasing highs lately, if you don't know what that means then its probably better for
you not to know. Nothing pass the gateway drug though so no worries.
its wierd seeing how oasis changes as we live our lives, im glad its here though