Ohgodohgodohgod WHY THE HELL didn't I keep my mouth shhut!!? Noooo. Just bloody Great. Now I'm going to have to work with my [sort of] ex's girlfriend. Bummer. Not to mention she hates me. (If you knew the whole story, you'd understand....) Only good thing from this is that the other two people I'll be working with (we're in a group,) are my friends....*takes deep breath*

Maybe she'll realize he's not "the one". *shrugs* I dunno. Counsellor said I should finish with him before the univitable happens. I agree with this....it's just when, here's the only guy you've ever liked, and he's using you, yet you KNOW you have to finish with him....I...I guess I sorta do wanna finish with him. Get it done and over with, you know? Fuck. My friend and I don't like the girl either. What happened, really, was that my teacher was going around and he got to me and my friend (we sit side by side) and said (because we have to have 4 people in our group) "Well, why doesn't [girl's name here] join you guys?" and I was like "Uh, okay" hesitantly (not wanting her in our group)...I looked at my friend for "confirmation" and she muttered "I don't like her." but at that time, my teacher already verified it....The only reason she's going in our group is because she wasn't there today....at a conference thingy with half of the rest of the school.

This is NOT going to be cool. My friend doesn't know why the girl hates me.....and the girl has every fucking reason to hate me too. Oh well. Consider it my favor. Two people on my side....Sorry. I don't mean to be mean, it's just....you know. *Smiles sheepishly*

Okay, rant over. Thanks for reading this pointless post. Hehe....

~Randi

PS. On a happier note, I got new (better) earphones for my iPod, because I lost my original ones on Halloween...Talk about cursed, eh?