^ A sentence that just came into my head out of nowhere today at work.
I wrote a whole journal entry before today, but then I accidentally hit the exit square instead of the maximize square so I lost it....
There is a queer acting lady at my work. She has stereo-typical dyke traits.....I think shes just a badass straight woman though haha
I want to get a new job
I want to meet more people
Michelle (one of the twins) from America's Next Top Model thinks she might be gay! Woo Hoo! She's cute
I like the people here on Oasis...good people, you folks
I wish I knew what I was doing with my life
I wish I had more energy
People are weird and are pretty much impossible to figure out
I was looking at pictures from when I was younger....honestly, from looking at those pictures and the memories from them....I would have been surprised if I was straight
I don't like how when I look at old pictures I don't think I look that bad and wish I could go back to looking like that, but when I was the age in the picture I know I didn't like the way I looked....just like I don't now
I wonder how closely my shyness has to do with my being gay.....I wasn't soo shy before it started being a problem to me that I liked girls. I had crushes on girls....like real crushes, since I was 9 but it didn't bother me or really hit me until I was 13 (and along came the extreme introverted behavior)
I like figuring out why I feel the way I do
Well....I guess thats it for now. Thats the garbage of my brain.