There I was painted in red, while he was over there worrying about the yellow state of his suit!

24 October, 2006 - 10:58am — SilentBlue

^ A sentence that just came into my head out of nowhere today at work.

I wrote a whole journal entry before today, but then I accidentally hit the exit square instead of the maximize square so I lost it....

Anyway.....

RANDOM THOUGHTS:

There is a queer acting lady at my work. She has stereo-typical dyke traits.....I think shes just a badass straight woman though haha

I want to get a new job

I want to meet more people

Michelle (one of the twins) from America's Next Top Model thinks she might be gay! Woo Hoo! She's cute

I like the people here on Oasis...good people, you folks

I wish I knew what I was doing with my life

I wish I had more energy

People are weird and are pretty much impossible to figure out

I was looking at pictures from when I was younger....honestly, from looking at those pictures and the memories from them....I would have been surprised if I was straight

I don't like how when I look at old pictures I don't think I look that bad and wish I could go back to looking like that, but when I was the age in the picture I know I didn't like the way I looked....just like I don't now

I wonder how closely my shyness has to do with my being gay.....I wasn't soo shy before it started being a problem to me that I liked girls. I had crushes on girls....like real crushes, since I was 9 but it didn't bother me or really hit me until I was 13 (and along came the extreme introverted behavior)

I like figuring out why I feel the way I do

Well....I guess thats it for now. Thats the garbage of my brain.

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24 October, 2006 - 11:02am — FlyflewAway

random thought 2:06 am

remixed ; There I was painted in red, while he was over there worrying about the yellow [stain on his suit!]

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to, I'll do what I got to
The truth...is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt - Tbs

24 October, 2006 - 11:46am — SilentBlue

Well....that sentence would m

Well....that sentence would make more sense and I like it much better. But, alas, I did not choose this sentence, it chose me. I couldn't have stopped it even if I had known it was coming. It even had a gruff sounding voice of an old man telling it like it was a joke!

24 October, 2006 - 4:41pm — the ghost

...

I look like a little boy in pictures when I was younger too,and looking back I wasn't as hidious looking as I thought.My philosphy on worrying about appearance is enjoy what you have now because you will look back in a few years and wish you still look like you do now!

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt

24 October, 2006 - 9:38pm — devlin07

I always think of really rand

I always think of really random things like that too!

I'm the opposite of you when i look at old pictures, well only old pics from the middle-school era. I always think i look so awkward! and at the time i thought i was really cool... go figure. i wish i felt that way now!

<3 Devlin

25 October, 2006 - 1:26am — Riku

All the people on Oasis are a

All the people on Oasis are awesome! *hugs everyone*

Don't you just hate it when you press the wrong button and you loose something? That happens to me way too often.

25 October, 2006 - 3:53am — Adam A