Just got back from my psychologist therapy mental person woman. She's trying to set up a family meeting and originally it was just gonna be with my mom and dad, but my mom is like,

"We need her brother to be there too (after some retarded things that she always says) ... Cause he's really traumetized by her (being me)."

Background story: I used to abuse my brother and now I just verbally abuse him cause I'm a stupid fuck. It's all my fault he's a fuck too and my mom blames me over and over because she thinks I don't know it. According to my Psycho this is because I'm neglected .. right .. I completely acknowledge that it's my fault, but my mom doesn't realize that. She just thinks I'm a careless, mean, selfish bitch. Which she's actually said to me by the way... stupid bitch.

All we were doing was setting up a date and she put me in a bad mood. Just imagine what an hour of talking together will do in a couple of weeks. I'm absolutely dreading it. I don't want to talk with her because she's never going to change. Even my Psycho says she probably won't change much. It's hopeless...