Alright so while I was telling my best friend that I'm Bi, my other friend was sitting in the adjacent room wondering what we were talking about. I didn't tell her for two days, because she's so fecking religious I knew she wouldn't get it.
BUT - for those two days she was accosting me, asking my other friend who knows what we were talking about, and badgering me over MSN to get me to tell her.
So the next day, Thursday I think, I tracked her down first thing in the morning to talk to her. First, I made it known that I was royally pissed that she was trying to weasle it out of she-who-knows. Then I told her. Yes...Yes that went about as well as a bloody trainwreck.
I explained why I didn't want to tell her, that I was a happier person and overjoyed that I knew...And what does she say to me? "Oh well it happens"
o-0 WHAT?!? YOU JERK!! YOU F**KING LOUSY BAST*RD! I did NOT want to hear THAT.
She said she wasn't going to tell anyone, but I doubt it. She'll go whine to her parents and then whine to some damned priest or another. Next thing I know she'll try to set up a huge "intervention" and introduce me to a nice boy.
Well, as long as the boy is cute....
But all joking aside. This week I've felt like a fucking wreck, emotionally and physically. I go from wanting to laugh, to being pissed beyond reason, and right down to wanting to cry my eyes out. The last of which had me sitting in the healthroom for a good hour and a half because I couldn't bare going to class, and have to think about it more.
At first I was just disappointed and heartbroken that she didn't understand. Now there's still a bit of that left over, but most of it has been replaced with anger and frustration. I wouldn't mind still being her friend...But SHE WON'T TALK TO ME. Anything I hear she's said is told to me through She-who-knows.
Apparently she's said "Despite my religion telling me its wrong, I will do my best to support her."
Uhm...is it just me or does that make it sound like I'm an athiest and terminal cancer patient?
Ms. Religion is on MSN and won't talk to me at this very moment.
thanks a bunch folks, now I feel like crap.