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hellonwheels's picture

Well, I had an interesting night last night...I found out it was the first football game of the year by driving past school...lol, So I went, met up w/ a bunch of friends, school ppl and some ppl I hadn't seen in a long time...but it was fun, even tho we lost to the other team dismally...damn it...
But anyway, afterwards, I went to a friend and neighbor of mine's party...About thirty people showed up and his parents weren't hhome, so it got a little interesting and he bought several cases of beer- not bad beer either...
So, we all hung out, played music, chilled, restled, drank, smoked and just had a good time...my friend, whom I'll call A, was fthe host...about an hour into the party, he brought out the pipes...I was tempted to try weed,as I'd never smoked before, but i didn't...however, I did smoke some really good cigars that my friend C's older bro had left behind when he left for college...good stufff...
Anyway, to the point of this entry...I found myself crushing off of a freind-C actually...but it's weird because my psychiatrist and I had talked about this two weeks ago and he was like, " do you have any crushes on ur friends?" I said no...but a long time ago I kind of had one on C...and in the morning, that one came back...strongly...not that strongly...but still, I found myself staring @ his butt, but I don't think anyone else noticed, at least I hope they didn't. That's why I posted the poll...on a shittier note, school starts in like four days and I missed bumbershoot, w/ the 3 inches of blood and as I lay dying concert...oh well...later

-hellonwheels

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ForeverEndedToday's picture

Im not really sure how i can

Im not really sure how i can respond to that journal entry. It sucks when you get crushes on your friends though best of luck to you. As I lay dying is such a good band sorry you missed it.

And she wonders where these dreams go
'cause the world got in her way

hellonwheels's picture

so is three inches of blood- u should check em out...

they're a local seattle/vancouver band that are nu metal/ hardcore/ death...they have an entirely new style...it's good stuff, at least I think it is...

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

raining men's picture

Cool

Cool party. And don't worry about the friend thing. Everyone has crushes on their frineds at some point, and I really doubt anyone noticed. People don't at parties. And who cares, he has a nice ass

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"