God I love this women this women that is 29 years older than me. It doesn't seem it I love her as a friend but now I notice that there is that little part that loves her as a lover in a sense. I am just her friend and that is the best thing to be because today she made my world my day the best of days. I missed her so much and now that she's back in my life im better than ever i'm alive again. She brings a smile to my face makes the songs that made me sad because she wasn't there happy yet still remember those moments of sadness. I love her with my soul and mind and I just had to say that.