Damn, I'm so stupid! Sora just slept over and I had SO many chances to come out to her and I didn't. Why? Because I'm stupid, that's why. And she's starting school soon and I don't know why I can't just tell her, it's like the words won't come out. They were on the tip of my tounge and then her sister called and told her she had to go. Dammit! I knew I'd regret it if I didn't say something, why didn't I say something? We walked around the block like, 4 times yesterday, I could have told her then. But no, I had to be a scardey chicken. When she's in school I'm not going to have as many chances to tell her. I'm so stupid! Why am I so stupid? They're just words, why can't I say them? Garrrgh. I don't even know what I'm afraid of. It's not like she's homophobic or anything close to it. I'm so mad at myself right now.