Aww, my mom's extended family...a bunch of old, dried-up hippies and druggies, talking about old addictions, lesbian lovers, family problems, referring to my gay uncle (deceased) as one of the 'gals'...My mom almost outing me to my cousin as questioning...and or possibly trans-WTF??? she was like, and really loudly w/ my cousin above us on the deck..."I pity the girl, or boy or whatever that you end up w/" what's the whatever part? Is she thinking I'm gonna fall in love w/ a tranny???!!! I just LOVE ( note the sarcasm) my mom's family...
I mean, yeah they can be cool and all, but they are all a bunch of wierd people and I just don't like them that much...I dunno, any of u guys have really, really different and weird family members? I'm just so different from them...politically and environmentally and I guess just in every way...I know, I'm a redneck...anyway, I just get annoyed around them sometimes...do u guys get annoyed w/ ur family @ times?

I prolly won't see ur answers for a while, because this is the only time they've not been around in two days and my cousin is sleeping in the only internet hookup room we have so yeah, I won't be on for a while...
and my cousin's wedding this weekend is just going to depress me...All weddings do is remind me of what I want in life but can never have, of what I've become that I never wanted to be...of all the things I'm not going to have in life I.E., a wife, a family, being straight, having kids, having fun...just living a good life...I don't think I can ever be happy as a gay guy, yet I have enough experience to know that I cannot change this side of me...I dunno...see you guys in a few days...later.