It's annoying when people tell me that I'm going to want a man one day, or that I should be taking interest in boys soon. They normally say things like that in hopes to get me to wear make up or wear less baggy clothes or something. I dunno, it just really annoys me. Though I try not to show it.

I get this weird feeling that my dad dosen't fully accept my being gay. I mean, he's okay with it. But today he said that I might not be gay for the rest of my life or something. He said some other stuff too, and it was like he was inferring that I should like boys. So I sort of told him that I could never see myself spending my life with a guy... Ever. *insert gag here* (No offense guys.) Mabye I could have flipped it around and said "That's like saying Micheal might not be straight for the rest of his life." (He's my cousin, he's probably the straightest guy I know. XD It's funny watching him around my friends, he'll get all nervous and stuff. XD OkayI'llstopmakingfunofhimnow. >_>') Seriously though, I'm 99% sure that I'm never going to like guys like that. And that 1% is only there because I always 1% dobut EVERYTHING. Including my own existance... Haha, don't ask. X3

Mabye I'll stop posting in my journal for a lil while. >_>'