[rant] ARG.... ok, so before i lose it completely you all need a little backstory.....

This summer i moved to a new town for a new job, partly to get away from my parents, partly just cuz i needed some change. Anyways i moved in with my cousin who lives in said town, everything was well and good until I wanted to have a friend over. I was told, that i needed to make arrangements so that one of them could be in the house to meet him. which i was ok with, they also hinted that they only wanted to meet who was coming over. So he came over and met my cousins, the next time we wanted to do something I just invited him over and got royally chewed out, cuz they arent home. And this has been the story since, I cant have anyone over unless they are around. At first I was insulted cuz if they cant trust the people i associate with then why the hell do they trust me?!?!? I ranted and groaned a little and made NO progress. Well, this week they are out of town and the rules still stood no one in the house but me and my other cousin (she is house sitting cuz we have new puppies and they need to be taken care of as i work 12 hour days) So anyways i get home tonight and go down stairs, and she has a friend over. I bite my tongue cuz im a nice guy. i exchange pleasentries with my cousin and go to head upstairs. As I turn my back she declares "Your dismissed" in this "I AM HOLIER THAN THOU" voice. I pun back and very curtly told her that she didnt need to dismiss me i can rome the house as I please. She then told me that the house was left to her cuz T&J (my cousin and her fiance) dont like the Idea of me being here alone. Im a little irritated cuz shes appointed herself "queen of the nile" so i snap back. Well i also know that theyre isnt supposed to be friends in the house when they are gone. she brushes me off saying that she is excluded cuz its her "best friend." So just to summarize, she comes to house sit cuz the people im renting from dont trust me, she can have a friend over, but i cant. I mean what the fuck?!?!?!. This is total bullshit. Grrrrrrrr, oh and to top it all off, when i asked about why they wont let me bring a guy friend over she imediatly retorts "well its not because your gay?" why would she suggest this first? of all things unless that is why? GRRRRR

Is something wrong with me or them?!?!?

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