ok, so, i posted a journal wednesday before i went camping with my dad about how i came out to my mom.... however, what i didnt mention is the fact that she already knew. shes known since the beginning of summer. now, u say, whats wrong with that? well, she knew because after one of our INSANLY stupid fights that we have quite often, she desided to see y im online so much. so, once i left the room, she logged onto myspace, and made her own account, then found me. however, i had my profile set to private, so she couldnt see anything. so she decided (since im too unoriginal, and have pretty much the same password as them for EVERYTHING) to hack into my myspace and look though it.. i have a blog on myspace that is set to prefered for just my closest friends, and it basicly spills out EVERYTHING baout me. from my suicidalness last fall to my gayness now. and she read it and basily found otu EVERTHING (im making the word 'everything' caps alot arnt i? o well). and so supposedly she read that and relized she made a HUGE mistake and stopped, and never went back and looked, but o well, im gonna change my password anyways. i just cant right now cause myspace is down. so yeah, thats me venting. i was so INSANELY pissed off there, its the first time ive really ever thought about walking outa the house right then. because me and my mom have a great relationship and shes just not the kinda person to do that, so it just made me so mad... and yeah... thats me venting...