ok look i know somepeople here do not like labels and i understand that but every single thing on this earth has a label from a rock to a tree to a pig to a box of cereal to ur name to wat u r (race wise) to wat ur about everything has a label and im sorry for that but still that poll i put on istn for labels it was to know who the majority of the people r on here it clearly says stats so yeah i didnt mean to offend anyone...
in other news my grandma found out that im bi by readin a poem so she says we have to talk cuz im CONFUSED bout my sexuality but seriously im not i know wat i am and i am wat i am.... i know im bi cuz hell girls r hot but sometimes i get a thing to guys too....anywayz so like when we have that talk if it ever comes im prepared to say"it wasnt a choice i didnt chose it"....along after its a sin part i say"god knows everyone before they r born he knew who i was goin to be if he didnt like it he could have jus changed me" so yeah im jus whoo im scared cuz lately ive been pushed into tellin stuff bout me and im a secretive person i dont keep stuff a secret becuz its bad i keep stuff a secret cuz its none of there buisness wat i do or who i am or who im wit i know im a little young to say that but i mean ive been alone for 3 years surrounded by people who knew nothing of me who thought they knew wat i want wat i think and wat i do....so ive pretty much had to make hard and bad decsion myself and so i know wats wrong from rite when to ask for help who to go to for advice so yaeh byz didnt think this was goin to be long
Comments
Hmm...
I'm not sure about this falling under the heading of you being secretive. I mean, straight people who are secretive still openly date people from the opposite sex, they just don't bring attention to themselves. Who you are, what you do, and who you're with sound like fundamental pieces of your identity, something that people close to you would know.
Seems like some internalized homophobia to me... goes away in time.
---
I'm a totaly myspace whore (and by whore, I mean I use it to sleep with people, I'm not on it often), so ADD ME AS A FRIEND (last name Walsh)
wow.. um... ok, i didnt quite
wow.. um... ok, i didnt quite follow everything u said there, but i got enough. yeah, goodluck with ur g-ma.... that could be troublesome, but good luck. and i have to agree with u on labels. there a necessity in life. if u say u dont wanna label urself, u still do it by saying u like girls or guys. its ALWAYS a label. personally, im the kinda person who NEEDS a label for things. i have too much trouble NOT having a label, i have to have it to feel like i can hold onto something in life... but yeah, im a pretty shut down person also. most people think im really outgoing because i can be pretty loud. but hey, loud and outgoing are VERY different. im very shut down to people and dont let them get to know me, and im pretty shy, but im still loud, if that makes sence... and it pisses me off when people try to judge me when they dont know me, they think they do but they dont. so yeah, thats my ramble for now...
"Never apologize for saying what you feel. It's like apologizing for being real."