I still don't want to belive it.
Look at the bottom, it's important.
There's this girl who was an amazing artist, I knew her a little, and I just heard that she commited suicide and died a few nights ago. It's so hard to think that she isn't around anymore, she wont be commenting on the oekaki, or drawing any more wonderful pictures. She was such a nice person. And I can't stand reffering to her in past tense like this.
I'd like to say that she's in a better place, but I'm athiest so I'd be lying to myself. It's just that... I don't know, there's no words for this... I want her to be alive, it's not fair. I wish I could have done something. But now it's too late.
I don't understand why anyone would end their life like that, there's always something to look forward too, even if you can't see it. And there's always someone who cares about you.
I still don't want to belive that she's dead.
EDIT: OMG WONDERFUL NEWS! She's not dead. I'm happy enough to cry. :D Thanks you guys who commented though. I'm so happy though, Excuse me while I dance. =3
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I'm sorry to hear about that.
I'm sorry to hear about that. Last year someone I didn't know that well died in a car crash. Although I only had known her for a short time, thinking about it still causes me to get chills. It's tough when things like this happen because it puts life into perspective. I hope this doesn't insult anyone/you...but at least whatever pain she was in is over regardless of whether she is going to a "better place" or not.
I hear you.
Death is funny like that. You'll catch yourself referring to them in present tense, or dropping by their house like you used to just for a visit, or calling them on the phone like you used to in order to check when they were free to hang out. Even after they've been gone for years.
Death sucks. Especially if you're an athiest.
All the luck and power in the world to you, man.
I'm so sorry... One guy I us
I'm so sorry...
One guy I used to be in the same class with and hung out a bit died in a car crash two years ago and I still can't believe that he's gone so I know... I also feel even worse whenever I think of his mother, I'd seen her once and she was like a ghost...
It's supposed to get better but it doesn't. We just forget about it, which is unfair but we do. I hope there was some way to know what happens to us once we die, it would make things a lot easier.
I just want somebody listening to what I say...