Look at the bottom, it's important.
There's this girl who was an amazing artist, I knew her a little, and I just heard that she commited suicide and died a few nights ago. It's so hard to think that she isn't around anymore, she wont be commenting on the oekaki, or drawing any more wonderful pictures. She was such a nice person. And I can't stand reffering to her in past tense like this.
I'd like to say that she's in a better place, but I'm athiest so I'd be lying to myself. It's just that... I don't know, there's no words for this... I want her to be alive, it's not fair. I wish I could have done something. But now it's too late.
I don't understand why anyone would end their life like that, there's always something to look forward too, even if you can't see it. And there's always someone who cares about you.
I still don't want to belive that she's dead.
EDIT: OMG WONDERFUL NEWS! She's not dead. I'm happy enough to cry. :D Thanks you guys who commented though. I'm so happy though, Excuse me while I dance. =3