Not so dirty as you might hope, but anyway last night I had a dream where I was at school with a classmate I knew 3+ years ago and haven't seen since that's male, and a female friend at my current school, and we were sitting down at a desk doing something and the guy said "Hey, I've heard something about you." and I guess I just gave him a questioning look, and he asked if I was gay, and I said yep, and my female friend smiled and I can't recall the rest right now, but I remembered it so clearly when I woke up and it felt just right to tell them. Really often now I feel like I could just blurt out to my parents that I'm gay, or could walk down the road and tell someone from my school that I'm gay. But then a few other times I'll reflect on it and think: hey, what happens when school's back in session? And what happens if people don't want to hear it? I suppose I'd really like to tell my mom my feelings before summer ends, but I think telling people at school will be weird to do; I'd love a pride bracelet plastic Armstrong-esque thing so it might get brought up or people would 'automatically' know without having to ask.