No one in my family accepts me. It's the hardest thing ever. I was dateing
this girl for 8 months and we had to sneek around to see each other and
it really didn't help that she was 18. The sneeking around got the best of
us and one day we just ran away with each other (I know stupid move no
need to tell me I already know) She stayed up there and she curently lives their
(8 hours away) We tried the long distance thing for about 2 months... it
was extreamly difficult since I was grounded from the computer and the phone
and my cell phone. We grew apart she ended up cheating on me and we broke up..
I just hurt really bad We went through hell in back together over and over again.
I've never loved someone this much in my entire life... I cant even discribe
my feelings for her. We barely talk now mainly because her new gf hates my guts
I don't know why though I never did anything wrong. So I stay away and she
talks to me whenever she wants to. I'm aloud to use the phone and computer now
so I talk to her every once in a while... It's just I cant be happy with anyone
I'm not into guys that much I mean I think I am at 1st but when I get into
an acaul relationship I don't.... and sneeking around my family is so hard
and I hate to lie. But if they found out I was with another girl I don't know
what would happen to me. I really don't know what to do.