So actually comeing to terms with 'oh my god im a lesbian - bisexual more in favour of girls' is actually kind of weird. I fell asleep last night and unlocked parts of my memory. It kind of makes scence why i am who i am today. I FORGOT ABOUT KEIRA! When i was born my mummas best friend gave birth to her baby girl 3 days after me, we were boh premi, we practiacly grew up together untill the age of 7. And the strangest thing is we made a vow never to stop talking to each other. I remember we used to kiss n hold hands under a tree at our all girls school lol oh dear. So maybe iv had it in me this hole time, maybe i was born with this gayitis. What ever it is, however i got it, im sure glad i did!

I asked mom about her today and she confirmed that she exists and i called her again, and apparently i saw her 4 years ago and we went bright red when we saw each other ... hmmm?! long lost love.. but shes a slut now! lol.

hmm isnt it weird.