Well today I am supposed to be going to see X3 with a friend from school, she knows it's not a date, she might suspect I'm gay, but that's besides the point. My mom decided oh, why don't I go see a movie tonight too, as per my brother's suggestion. My brother has been in university for a year now and apparantly has no friends of his own to see a Goddamn movie with, so he and my mom are going to see Da Vinci code at 7 and my movie starts at 7:20. It doesn't *sound* too bad, but for the past two years I've rarely gone to movies with friends, and if I've EVER gone with family they just annoy me and someone from school ALWAYS sees me with them, and it is embarrasing, if anything just because it implies I have no friends to go to the movies WITH. So they plan on going for 6:45 and I will just fricking wait in the car for 20 mins reading something I guess, then hope my friend or anyone else from school did not see them and go in after. I have no clue wtf they expect to happen after, because their movie could be 3 hours while mine could be 2, and then I'd be waiting an hour or they would or who knows. I called to find out when the movies end, but yay they don't say since it'a an automated message the website only has start times too. I am just very mad atm, I asked her not to go because I would feel better about just going with friends (I didn't say how many or anything, but since I do so little outside of school with *friends* I'm amazed she didn't offer to do whatever I wanted for the benefit of some social contact for myself) and she ooohed and ahhhed and that she has the right to go to the movies. It sounds really idiotic and I'll probably be fine when the night is out, but my family never shuts the hell up and can't give me a moment of peace. I do fine in school, don't cause trouble and TRY to make friends, I try to do extracurriculars, everything, but my mother can't even find her own friends or stop babying her sons and get her own life. My brother can't grow up and make HIS own friends in university, I am just very pissed and I wouldn't want my nice friend that wants to go to the movies to think that my family has no life, or that they think it's a date or that I have no friends but my family. Holy fuck.