Okay, since Daniel said those nasty things on Friday my whole weekend wasn't so bright. I've been having crushes on guys that I'll only be jealous for. Daniel's obviously not just being ignorant, but saying really nasty things. Blake seems to be saying things behind my back while acting really nice in front of me. Jing is just so random and he's straight as an arrow I just know it. Now.. my last major crush Tyler, who I realised I had feelings for.. I found out he is gay a while ago. But then, I know he has a boyfriend, so I can just be jealous of what I can't have. This sux so much. Few of my friends are making me feel low too... Arthur is saying stuff that just kind of annoys me.. Steph isn't very talkative and doesn't even talk much to me now. Julie turned out to be asking for help with her homework ALL the time, and I just feel bad if I don't help. She's also having her birthday party in the holz, which I won't be here for so I just feel very awful being left out and all that. Gawd.. I hate this