Does anyone else hate it when someone asks you "is there anything you want to talk about?...It always makes me want to just blurt out that I might be gay. One of my teachers asked me if I wanted to talk the other day and I really just wanted to let go and tell her about why I'm acting oddly. But I don't know her that well and I've never really talked to her before and if I did tell her it would just make going to that class that much more difficult.
The year is almost over so I'm thinking that I will just hold it in, but I'm afraid that in the summer I will have no one to talk to if I need it. I don't know if I should go talk to her or if I should just suck it up until summer and try to just deal with it myself. I don't like attention very much and I don't like teachers to "notice" me. But it might make it easier to do my work if I don't worry so much about what I am saying in it....I don't know what to do!
And from my other post when I was talking about coming out to one of my friends....I just don't think I can do that right now. I wish I could, but the only one I feel comfortable enough telling is the one I see the least and I enjoy our time together too much to ruin it with serious talk about my sexuality. So I think I might just try to start getting comfy in the closet for now.