i have had a really bad week... i tried to come out to some of my friends they just hated me for it... but i dont blame them they dont understand... i have friends who do understand and who love me... i wasnt going to tell my parents anything at al but ehy decided it would be a good idea to search my room and found my journals... read them werent happy with what they found... the past like 2 hours i have been talked too and prayed over... i have had satin removed from me like 3 times... and my parents are trying to send me to some stupid place that tries to turn people straight... this sucks... im angry at them for not understanding but more so im angery at myself for being like this... but i love myself and i know well i kinda know what i am... im still confused a little bit... but i know im not straight and no stupid camp is going to change that... sorry im ranting grr.