wow. i spent almost all of second period talking to this girl that i have a HUGE crush on. and i figured out that maybe we're not so different after all. i mean, on the outside, we're TOTALLY different.
Me: Odd, goofball, always making weird or raunchy jokes, messy hair always in my face, totally unconcerned with fashion or any of that stuff, liberal, rainbow bead necklace wearing, klutz.
Her: Silly, sweet, gentle, almost always perfect hair, great fashion sense, slightly liberal, pearls and diamond earrings, perfect grades, graceful.
yeah. but i had this long talk with her today, and on a soulful level (i couldn't think of any other word) we're almost alike. we had similar experiences as children and young teens (her parents divorced, my mom was really sick) with dealing with parents and having to look out for our siblings on our own. our thoughts on relationships are the same down to the very feeling we have about them. it's eerily uncanny. and she was telling me that this guy she's been thinking about, she got to meet him and it was a big letdown. my heart broke in two for her. i can tell she's one of those people who needs to be in a relationship or they're not happy, and she's been so depressed lately, i wished there was something to cheer her up.