My long-time crush, Julia, told me she fell for this guy a few weeks ago. It hurt like hell. I have never felt like that before. Sure, now i tease her about it and joke, but it still hurts when she sits near him and they look at each other. Worst was when i walked in on them holding hands. This is really only weird because in the 3 years i've known her she has never mentioned that she likes a guy, and never gone out with anyone. Then, all of a sudden, she tells me one day that she has something really important she wants to tell me. I get all hypd up, hardly daring to wonder that she might say she likes me-because in the last few months she has mentioned starting a GSA at our school, taken part in day of silence, and written a poem about me (not romantic). That just made the fact she liked this guy so much worse. I would be easier if i hated him, but i don't. He, lets call him David is one of my close friends, and is exactly the guy I want to be. bleh. its 12:00 my time and im being melancholy. I should sleep.